Thursday, June 16, 2011

Worry Wart

I'm a worry wart. It can't be helped though.
I've gone through two miscarriage for seemingly no reason and I'm right around the point with this pregnancy where my pregnancy from November ended. I don't have hardly any of the usual pregnancy symptoms and while I try and tell myself that I am just lucky I wish I was puking my guts up lol.
I've also been more worried about loosing bug today because yesterday and today I have had two girls that I know in the blink of an eye loose their baby. One was 9 or 10 weeks pregnant the other was due around the same time I had been in August. I'm heartbroken for them I cried so much when I read the news.

I just wish that the next 3 weeks (from tomorrow) would rush by, and that I would be at 9 weeks and seeing my beautiful baby moving all around on the ultrasound screen.
I don't feel as though anything is wrong, like I dunno I guess in my heart I know that this is our baby the one that we will be bringing home and getting to love forever, but I can't help but worry, and as amazing as Daniel is he doesn't really get it and just tells me not to.

I just love my little bug too much already. Time seems to be crawling by right now but when I am holding my beautiful baby in my arms come February 2012 it will seem like just yesterday I was finding out that I was pregnant.


  1. <3 First of all, Congratulations! Second, Its perfectly normal to worry. I had an ectopic last year and I am now 33 weeks. Time will pick up before you know it!

    Again, Congrats and I am sure everything will be wonderful!

  2. Hi! I found your blog on babycenter and have recently started my own for TTC soon:) I obviously don't have any experience (personal) with MC but my sister in law went through the same thing prior to having my now adorable and 9 month old nephew. The best thing she did was to just think positive and relax. Take care of yourself, no worrying! (I know, easy to say) and be good to your body:)

  3. I worry about my future pregnancies just because I've gone through two early miscarriages. So I know what you are saying, even though I am not quite there yet.

    I am praying you are right and this little one will be the one you get to hold in your arms. ♥

  4. Hang in there mama!!! Sending positive thoughts your way!!!!!

  5. I know its hard to worry! Pregnancy is scary but you are still fairly early to feel morning sickness. I didn't start feeling really sick until 7 or 8 weeks. I know the feeling though!